So that guy thing didn’t work out.
Won’t lie. It makes me sad. I really wanted it to. It would have been really nice to feel wanted and cherished.
But its ok. I don’t think he really liked my cat and obviously she is an important part of me.
So that just means the Saints have to beat the shit out of the Cowboys this week. Like smush them.
I don’t know how to be a girl. I don’t know how to flirt. I don’t remember how to kiss. It has been 2 years since I kissed anyone.
And now I have a boy who thinks I’m cute. And is texting me. And flirting with me. And I am all
because I don’t know how to be a girl. I’m a nun ok. I don’t know how to interact with boys.
I’m just going to go hide in a cave of awkward anxiety now. Don’t mind me.
I forgot to share my good news with all mah Tumblr friends!
I found out yesterday that I am going to be spending a lot of my holiday season with those two adorable bears.
I am so excited and happy and proud. It took a year and a half but someone in casting finally noticed me (or more accurately some manager or staging specialist probably did). :D Excitement.
Photo from DisneyLori’s Flikr.
Tinker Bell and Vidia _5096 http://bit.ly/QQokfk
*Facepalm* Obviously I should just move to California. Looks like Disneyland might let me fly.
Sometimes these dreams I have seem so impossible. They seem so attainable but I have no control in making them come true and that is so hard for me to deal with. I can only keep trying. And trust that my path will be laid before my feet.
I am trying to decide which picture would be best to send in to Disney for their electronic submission face type out. These are the ones that have been recommended to me. I think the serious face looks a little ridiculous but it recieved a recommendation so there it is.
I need some more input. So please let me know which one you like the best. Ideally the one that makes my jawline look the least “square” and my face/jaw area the most “round.”
My seaworld girls kelsey and kim came to visit me at the tip board yesterday. :) (Taken with Instagram)
Met my favorite cuddly stuffed animals :) (Taken with Instagram at United Kingdom Pavilion)
First day in the plaid! (Taken with Instagram)
Mickey and I are ready for our nap! Roadtrip to DeGray, AR for fam reunion. (Taken with Instagram at Angelina County Texas)